Assalamualaykum wr wbt,
Things he missed most
Masjeeds and ahlul masjeeds. He missed listening to the recitors reciting verses of Quran without knowing who the listeners are. He missed the swarm of kids over him asking him in midst him trying to study. He missed being in silly disagreements with his comrades even though he knew in the end he was the one who wrong. He missed being asked about his memorizations of Quran. He missed lying in the floors of the masjeed after hours of running around with his favourite sahabats. He missed the warm hugs of his companions and random sleepovers with them. He missed sitting in the restaurant of the masjeed in midst of unknown colourful Muslim brothers and sisters. He missed being a part of them. He missed a lot of things subhanAllah. A lot. The number one he missed is to meet Allah awj and the beloved Prophet s.a.w.
And that’s how he trained his qalb to endure every single second he is in now. Ya Allah. Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah, he was able to smile even when his heart breaks most seeing elderly crying. Being abandoned by their own children. Alhamdulillah, he was able to recompose and back to his ownself without burdening others despite the huge bucket in his chest he felt he need to pour them out. ASAP. Alhamdulillah, he believed that Allah awj Is indeed the best of planners, and he felt reassured by that despite he knew he has so many plans he dreamt off, but shattering to him, however is the best shatterings to give us the best from Allah awj. Alhamdulillah, Allah Sent the people around him to teach him a lot. A lot about himself, first and foremost, His Creator awj, the ummah which surrounds and the perimeter to checklist made him think if he was prepared to be the best of children, zawjs in the Eyes of Allah awj or the best of fathers. or generation who gives a lot and expect nothing except for mardhatillah. Allahua’lam. For He swt Knows all, and we know nothing. For His Plans are the best, and ours are efforts still taken account by Him. Alhamdulillahi rabbil alameen.
And those who believe (in the Oneness of Allah) and do righteous good deeds, they are dwellers of Paradise, they will dwell therein forever.
The Holy Qur’an 2:82
I know I’m supposed to be studying and charging for next loooong day –” but I miss my groovygrape and typing off my expressions is indeed one of my charging points.
Aasif for lack of writings in the near future, my job hours are unstable for the next 5 years inshAllah!
Please, if you’re cute enough, 😀 keep this amatullah in your duaas.