hospitals adventure!

Sayonara Part 2.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Abu ‘Abd al-Rahman ‘Abdullah bin Mas’ud, radiyallahu ‘anhu, reported: The Messenger of Allah, sallallahu ‘alayhi wasallam, the most truthful, the most trusted, told us:

Verily the creation of each one of you is brought together in his mother’s womb for forty days in the form of a nutfah (a drop), then he becomes an ‘alaqah (clot of blood) for a like period, then a mudghah (morsel of flesh) for a like period, then there is sent to him the angel who blows his soul into him and who is commanded with four matters: to write down his rizq (sustenance), his life span, his actions, and whether he will be happy or unhappy (i.e. whether or not he will enter Paradise).

By the One, other than Whom there is no deity, verily one of you performs the actions of the people of Paradise until there is but an arms length between him and it, and that which has been written overtakes him, and so he acts with the actions of the people of the Hellfire and thus enters it; and verily one of you performs the actions of the people of the Hellfire, until there is but an arms length between him and it, and that which has been written overtakes him and so he acts with the actions of the people of Paradise and thus he enters it. [Narrated by al-Bukhaari and Muslim.

Assalamualaykum wr wbt

How would you feel after putting in the thread in the needle for 9000 needles for 1 whole year,

then someone just throw all those needles and threads away in the sea.

Depressed? Regretful?

Taking some histories, also known as sitting with some grandpas and grandmas, really soften one’s heart.

He had to endure the pain for nearly 6 months, and knowing about the diagnosis, my heart totally sank.

Rindu borak- borak dengan We, Mok & Baba. 

Ya Allah Di mana sahaja mereka berada, Jagalah Mereka ya Allah dan Redhailah Mereka senantiasa. 

SubhanAllah.

This morning as well, one of my patients whom I smiled and reassured to also has passed away and the news really struck me when studying with pals. I was just thinking yesterday when my eyes met hers. If only, if only she would die as a Muslim. I was completely in a lost mode of not telling her about Islam, and in the hereafter, there is no doubt she will tell Allah s.w.t. that I a Muslim was there and did not even tell her about the deen.

My heart just sank more.

Ya Rabb. 

Meeting patients and talking to them, taught you more than what your medicine certificate qualifications do.

We here are worried about those who aren’t Muslims dying,

yet, here Muslims themselves do not act like Muslims themselves.

It’s just a Muslim by name and not Muslim by action.

Astaghfirullahiladzim.

We as Muslims do not even know the meaning of being a Muslim, we know what has been told to follow and what has been forbidden, yet we do otherwise. Astaghfirullahiladzim.

Wahai hati! Mengapa sombong sangat?

Dengan segala nikmat Allah telah Berikan, berapa kali telah kita ucapkan Alhamdulillah (Segala Pujian bagi Allah) dan benar-benar maksudkannya?

Wahai Mulut, sangatlah mengetahui bahawa mengumpat orang lain ibaratnya makan daging saudara yang diumpat itu, namun masih lagi mengata dan mengumpat mereka? Mengapa sombong ya Mulut?

Wahai Tangan, sangatlah tahu bahawa Allah jadikan tangan untuk beramal bakti di dunia agar dapat dituai hasilnya di akhirat, namun masih lagi menyuapkan makanan hasil wang haram dan malas sungguh untuk memberi sedekah? Mengapa sombong ya tangan?

Wahai telinga, sangatlah tahu bahawa Allah Jadikan telinga dua  dan mulut satu adalah supaya banyak mendengar dan kurang bercakap. Ya’ni mendengar perkara baik dan bukan makian, umpatan, dan cacian orang. Mengapa sombong ya telinga?

Wahai kemaluan, sangatlah tahu bahawa Allah s.w.t. berkali kali menekankan agar dijaga kemaluan dari sebarang perkara yang DimurkaiNya, namun mengapa masih begitu murah membawa diri ke jalan kemaksiatan? Mengapa sombonng??

Ketika dunia sudah tiada erti.

Ketika pena sudah diangkat menandakan amalan sudah ada tamat tempohnya.

Ketika emas kereta mewah cinta dunia hilang semuanya.

Ketika diri hanya dipenuhi risau dan risau tiada putus.

Ketika itu namanya MATI menjemput.

Ketika itulah MENYESAL mula menerpa.

Tiada guna lagi penyesalan.

Hanya maghfirah (keampunan) dan redhaNya sahaja boleh membantu.

Ketika itulah segala kesombongan tersorok seperti tidak pernah wujud.

Astaghfirullahiladzim.

Allahua’lam.

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