Salamualaik warahmatullah wabarakatuh….
Bismillahirramnirrahim.. 🙂 Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah…
1 Ramadhan 1430
i felt soooo thankful to The Almighty. Alhamdulillah, today, tonight, when the sound of the Maghrib azan from my laptop was heard, i felt a surge of happiness, gratefulness, and unexplainable touch of the Ar Rahmah and Ar Rahim of Allah S.W.T. Why do i feel that way? Earlier this evening i went to visit dear grandma and it was raining halfway. MashaAllah, is it me or anyone else whom would realize that every year, before the Maghrib of the upcoming 1 Ramadhan, it will rain. i’m not utterly saying anything, but this feeling is an Alhamdulillah! The special feeling in the heart, i can never forget! MashaAllah sisters, mashaAllah brothers!
To be thankful to Allah for the opportunity to be apart of the ‘welcomers’ of the Mubarak month, to do ‘saum’ for the whole month, to be able to pray to Allah when the skies are opened fully in accepting our ‘taubats’, to perform ‘terawihs’ in the masjid… SubhanAllah… 🙂 What more can we ask, brothers and sisters? What more? We ourselves, as ‘abid and khilafah can’t guarantee that we remember Allah 24 hours a day, but Allah S.W.T. never forgets us, not even a milisecond. Even when a leaf fall to the ground in a hidden jungle at South Africa, a place which has not been discovered by the homosapiens for ages, Allah knows. SubhanAllah.
“With Him are the keys of the Unseen, the treasures that none knoweth but He. He knoweth whatever there is on the earth and in the sea. Not a leaf doth fall but with His knowledge: there is not a grain in the darkness (or depths) of the earth, nor anything fresh or dry (green or withered), but is (inscribed) in a Record clear (to those who can read).”
(Al Quran, Surah Al An’am: 6:59)
This was reminded by a sahabat of mine when i read an entry in her blog. (www.miminapis.wordpress.com) MashaAllah sister, thanks Allah for giving you the permission to remind all of us. InshaAllah it’ll become a permanent reminder in our heads and most importantly in our hearts. Jazakillah khayran kathira ukhti!
Another week will pass, then another week i’ll be in the plane back to the path in completing my studies. inshaAllah. May the years ahead be much, much , much better than the years which passed, to Allah i pray.
p/s: remember the ‘saum’ niats, and remember to recharge our niats everytime we remember of it. Next, a question to ponder ( mylittleself and those who are concern) : will you stay in this path although all your family members are gone? Will you, even though your best ‘usrah’mates are gone? Will you stay, even though your ‘naqibahs’ are gone too? And why are you still persistent on this path?
to think, is another ni’mat by Allah…